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What keeps resignating within me is appreciation.
There is such a wide spectrum of appreciation that keeps manifesting in my attention, from a warm shower to God’s breath that has been fueling me for these 46 years.
I appreciate my fur babies, who snore, fart, have the worst breathe ever, bark at anything or anyone walking on my street if
I appreciate all the loved ones, who have been supporting and taking care of me through this experience. I appreciate and applaud those who have shined their light on me, encouraged me, gave endless kisses, held me in their arms, cried with me, rubbed my back, brushed my hair, gave me sponge baths, squeezed my body when I shuttered and broke down with the scary words coming at me. I appreciate those who have stepped up and helped in my professional work. Those who are being my strength, my logic, my reason to cope with this experience. Those who love me unconditionally. …
I appreciate love, patience, understanding, compassion, consciousness, growth, empowerment, education, knowledge, logic, gut feelings, enlightenment, happiness, joy, strength, wisdom, faith, will power, determination, community, accountability, contribution, awareness, dignity, gratitude, humility, intentions, innocence, karma, dharma, responsibility, …
I appreciate my divine appointments, all of them, every last one of them. The happiness I have felt that is beyond this universe, even the ones that, at the time felt like I could never go on. I appreciate being pushed out of my comfort zone nest that I keep repeatingly re-create over and over gain. I appreciate having the courage to accomplish feats that once I thought were impossible. I appreciate the love of my life, Jesse Palmer, who has endlessly, tirelessly and unconditionally been there to make sure I keep breathing in my appreciation and understanding of each moment presented to me.
I appreciate my lifework and the connections I have made and the opportunities I have been given. I appreciate my time of service and the humility it has brought me.
I appreciate my meditations and my connection to God.
I appreciate life. I appreciate death.
I appreciate this moment, this exact one and the realization that I have absolutely no control over waking up tomorrow morning or even collapsing within the next few moments. I appreciate the opportunity to breathe.
My intention for writing this is tell all of you that I appreciate you, for our experiences, our laughs, our tears and our connections. Please do not feel sorry for me or be sad. Please help me to live in the ever growing appreciations that are presented to all of us on an ongoing basis.
I am choosing to continue to keep adding on a regular basis to this post as I come across more and more appreciations….